music
when I was a kid --think, back in the silly '10s--, this was the Madonna I knew (and loved)
I had to pirate the Sims 2, of course, and from CDs no less! CDs with home-printed covers bought in dubious places. I also had a Confessions on the Dance Floor CD, replayed and scratched to its untimely demise. I think my favorite song was always Forbidden Love, which to this day might be one of my most played songs ever. I listened to it on my MP3 player, back home when I was 13, and I listened to it when I started running for real, a couple years ago, finding my routes through the Temple of Debod and down the Manzanares river. And I listen to it now, with the same unshaken love. This is the Madonna I know and love today:
Madonna also used to date Tupac Shakur, and tried to get him to impregnate her, for some reason.


This is my gorgeous Like a Prayer vinyl, which I got in January during a post-holiday vintage market sale. On the front cover, Madonna's hands are hooked to her jeans, she's covered in crystal and beaded jewelry, and the title covers her belly button. I always thought both my aunt and my english teacher looked like her. My teacher, Joanna, died from cancer a year ago; I was shocked and also unmoved by the fact, feeling very far away from the part of my life she was a part of. When I was a kid, Madonna was my idea of beauty. She was, in many ways, like a deity to me.

going off to Porto tomorrow first thing in the morning, and thinking of you.
07.08.2025.